“Don’t camp up on the plateau,” the woman at the village shop told me,
as she put my purchases into a large brown paper packet.
I looked at her, surprised. “Why not? It
seems a good spot to camp.”
She shrugged and looked away, her pretty
face expressionless. “It’s just not...good. That’s all.”
“She’s right,” the other man waiting in the
shop said. “Nobody ever goes up to the plateau, not at night.”
“Can you tell me why not?” I asked. “Wild
animals? Bandits?”
“No wild animals except jackals, no,” the
man said. “And no bandits either, of course.”
“I’ve never heard of bandits all my life,”
the woman agreed, counting my money and still not looking at me.
“Then could you please tell me why I shouldn’t camp up there?”
The two of them exchanged glances. “Some
people,” he said, reluctantly, “say they’ve...seen something. Especially when the moon’s new. And today’s a new
moon.”
“Seen what?”
He shrugged. “One person says one thing.
Another person says another. Who’s to know what the truth is?”
“Well, thanks for the food,” I said,
picking up the packet and stuffing it into my rucksack. “I’ll see you tomorrow
on the way back.”
The woman raised a hand. “You can camp here
in the village, if you want. There’s space to put up your tent, or you can just
ask someone to take you in for the night.”
I nodded and smiled. “Thanks for the offer,
but I’ll take my chances.” In truth, I hadn’t come so far to pitch my tent in
the village, and as for asking someone to put me up for the night, that wasn’t
even something I was willing to consider. Besides, I knew these people of the
highlands still harboured a lot of resentment for we of the plain, whom they
considered alien conquerors. If I stayed in the village during the night, I
might end up being robbed, or worse.
“You’re taking your life in your hands,”
they’d told me back in the university, “going alone among the hill tribes. They
still live in the eighteenth century in their heads up there.”
“They wouldn’t dare,” I’d laughed. “Primitives
or not, they’re still subject to the law of the land.” I was sure I’d be all
right, and so far I hadn’t seen anything to change my mind.
Still, I wasn’t stupid, and I wasn’t scared
of “seeing things” either. Also, the sun was about to set, the shadows were
getting longer, and I had to get up to the plateau and find a place to camp
before dark. So I raised a hand in farewell and left the shop. I didn’t look
back, but I could feel the eyes of the two of them on me all the way, and I
didn’t doubt that they would be talking about me.
I felt a faint curiosity about what they’d
be saying.
In the last golden sunlight of the day, the
rocks of the plateau looked smudged, the shadows that dappled them violet and
purple. It was still quite hot, but I could already feel the incipient chill of
the night. It would be cold on the plateau, and I’d need a fire.
By the time I had found a good place to set
up camp, the sun had long since set and it was almost too dark to see. But
though the plateau was arid as a desert, there was plenty of dry scrub, enough
for me to build up a fire, and by its light I pitched my tent and got ready for
the night.
Later, after I’d eaten, as I sat looking up
at the stars beside the fire, I thought about how far I was here from the city,
much more than the mere physical distance. Back there, the streets would be
crowded now, the malls and restaurants expecting the usual Saturday night
upsurge of business, the police on the lookout for drunk drivers and drug
peddlers in the night clubs. If one looked up into the sky, one couldn’t even
see a single star through the blaze of lights.
Somewhere, far away but clear in the night
air, a jackal called. That, too, was something that one would never hear in the
city, where all anyone would ever hear was the endless noise of traffic and
people talking. I listened to the jackal and watched the stars, and thought I’d
soon crawl into my tent and go to sleep.
And yet I did not feel like sleeping. It
wasn’t the novelty of camping out, because I’d been doing that for days now. I
found myself thinking about the people in the village below the slope. How did
they spend their evenings? Did they even have a life in the evenings, in a
little place like that? Was the woman I’d talked to, perhaps, in the arms of
her lover now, or was she spending the dark hours alone?
I hoped, obscurely, that she had a lover. She was a very pretty woman.
That got me thinking of how the man and she had both tried to stop me camping up here on the plateau. Perhaps they’d wanted to harm me, though I’d thought it was unlikely. More it was part superstition and part the desire to scare the man from the big city.
Perhaps, I thought, they had a right to be
resentful of people like me, so much richer and better educated than they were.
But it wasn’t as though I’d chosen to be born in the city, and of the wrong
ethnic origin as well.
Maybe when I went back in the morning, I’d drop back into the shop and tell them that I had spent a nice night up here, and that there was nothing to fear. Maybe they’d feel able to come out here sometimes, and watch the great glittering stars while listening to the call of jackals. Or maybe they wouldn’t believe me.
I shrugged to myself. It didn’t really
matter whether they believed me or not. Meanwhile I’d enjoy the silence.
As I thought this, I realised that I could
hear something. It wasn’t the jackals, who had stopped calling, but something
else, a noise that I could not identify. It sounded like a crowd muttering in
the distance.
It grew louder as I listened, and there was
no doubt about it – it was growing louder and clearer, and quite definitely the
noise of a crowd. At first I thought it was the village, which had got together
to either forcibly drag me down from the plateau or maybe lynch me right here.
But the noise was coming from the other direction, from out on the plateau.
And it grew louder still. It did not sound
like the noise of other crowds I’d heard, though. There were shrill cries, and
what sounded like harsh orders, barked out, and among them there were other
noises – the squeak of a badly oiled wheel, the creaking of harnesses, and
once, quite unmistakably, the lowing of a bullock.
It sounded like an army on the march.
And yet I could see nothing. In the
starlight, the plateau looked bare as far as I could see.
A gust of breeze blew smoke from the fire
into my face. Blinking, wiping my smarting eyes, I walked a little way from the
flames, with my back to them.
And now I could see that the plateau was no
longer lit just by starlight. There was a ruddy glow, as by a thousand torches,
and in its light I could see the army coming. I stood where I was and watched
them come.
Onward they came, nearer and nearer. By now
I could see the torches themselves, their light flickering on the soldiers’
conical helmets, reflected off their leather armour, the tips of their spears
and the brass fittings of their muskets. Bullocks strained forward in their
traces as they towed the long cannon, their muzzles pointing backward, the
iron-bound wheels of the gun carriages crushing the stones to powder. And in
between, here and there, the tall silhouettes of war elephants rose above the
mass like moving hills.
Closer they came, and closer. Now, I could
see individual faces, black eyes peering under the brims of the helmets, beards
pouring out over breastplates. They did not look at me, though the vanguard was
only a few paces away, and I knew that they couldn’t see me. I was not there to
them.
I took a couple of steps nearer. The first
soldiers were passing me now, almost close enough to touch, but I could not
feel the vibration of their steps in the ground. Nor could I feel the heat of
their torches, and the dust of the plateau did not lift from their boots and
from the hooves of their oxen.
Then I knew it was not a real army, at
least not something real in the here and now. And as I stood watching, the main
force passed, the cannon and war elephants, the ranks of infantry marching past,
disappearing in the light cast by my fire. And now before me was another
column, and this one filled with other noises, wailing cries and the crack of
whips.
It was the column of the captives. And they
were many. It must have been a successful campaign.
I stood where I was and watched them come.
The first prisoners were men, some of them
still dressed in the garb of warriors, the remnants of their light armour
stained with dried blood and caked with dust. There were others, weatherbeaten
peasants in little more than rags, and here and there a few softer-looking
merchants in richer clothes. They looked stoically at the ground, or sobbed
piteously, as they passed me by.
And then it was the turn of the women and
children. By now, I’d realised that they must be coming, but it was still a
shock when the first of them arrived. They had been roped together, children separated
from their mothers, and their cries rose above the rest of the noise like a
litany of despair. There were only a few guards, and they strode up and down,
occasionally shouting and raising their whips threateningly.
Then – just opposite me – it happened. I
saw the ropes slip from the wrists of a woman. I’d been watching her for some
time. There was something curiously familiar about her slight form, the way she
turned her head to look at the guards, and I’d been half-expecting her to try
and make a break if she could. Even so, when it came, it was a surprise.
She came running right at me, up along the
line, head down and arms and legs working, her feet silent on the ground. The
nearest guard was quite far away, and for the moment had not seen her. Then
there was a startled shout, she turned monetarily to look over her shoulder,
her foot caught in the hem of her dress, and she fell in a heap, right at my
feet.
I would have bent to catch hold of her, to
pick her up and put her behind me, where she would perhaps be safe. But I could
not move at all, not even to reach out my fingers to touch her hair.
And the guard was coming, running heavily,
his boots flashing in the light of the torches. He reached the woman just as
she’d struggled to her knees, and reached for her with one big hand. I couldn’t
see his face, because he had his back to the line of torches, but I could feel
his excitement and his anger. He said something, quick and guttural, his hand
twisting in her dress and dragging her to her feet.
And then she turned and struck at him with
a stone she’d been holding in her fist.
It was a blow as quick and graceful as a
striking snake, and in other circumstances might have been as deadly. All it
did here was bounce harmlessly off his helmet, leaving a smear of dirt on the
metal. And it infuriated him, of course.
I saw him raise the whip and bring it down
again, once, twice, a third time. And though she raised an arm to ward off the
blows, she kept fighting, kicking at his boots, and still trying to strike at
him with that stone. They fought together, so close to me that I might have
felt their breath.
I think he would have killed her then, and I
think that was what she wanted. But other guards had arrived by then, three of
them, and they pulled the first one back. The woman was on the ground, her head
hanging between her shoulders, her dress torn from her back and the exposed
skin welling with blood from the whips. But she still tried to fight, weakly,
when two of the guards caught her by the arms and dragged her away.
For an instant she looked back at me, and
the light of a torch one of the guards carried fell on her face.
It was the woman in the shop, the woman who
had told me not to camp up on the plateau. Through the dirt and blood on her
face, through the tears, there was no mistaking her. And the guard, the one who
had first come after her, in the light of the torch I saw his face, too.
Then they had dragged her back to the column,
and marched away, to whatever fate awaited her. I did not know it, but I could
guess.
And, suddenly, I could move again, but I
had no desire to.
And as I stood there I wondered why I had
come back to this place, this long forgotten battlefield, when I didn’t have
to; why, when there was nothing to see here and no research to do that I couldn’t
have done at my computer at the university, I’d come here, after all.
The history we’d been taught, the one I’d
been researching, said it had been a clean campaign, that the armies had
treated the defeated honourably. We weren’t like the others, the ones who took
slaves and displaced entire populations in the course of victor’s justice.
I saw again that woman’s face, and I knew I
would go back tomorrow, but not to the University. I could no longer research
history, the history we’d been taught. Not after this. And especially not after
seeing the guard’s face.
I knew that face well enough. I saw it in
the mirror every day.
The army was gone. The night was dark and
still, and when I looked back, my fire had burned down to embers. I must have
been standing there for quite a long time.
In the distance a jackal called, like a
mocking voice.
Head down, I walked back to the tent, and
though it was cold, it was not the reason I was shivering all the way.
Copyright B Purkayastha 2014
"The history we’d been taught, the one I’d been researching, said it had been a clean campaign, that the armies had treated the defeated honourably. We weren’t like the others, the ones who took slaves and displaced entire populations in the course of victor’s justice."
ReplyDeleteReality is a hard thing to accept for many. All are told fairy stories. The stories are lies. As you have well demonstrated.