When
Jillie saw the orc boy for the first time, he was at the corner outside the old
movie theatre which had closed down last year.
Jillie was on her way back from school, and
hurrying because it was a freezing, cloudy afternoon and even with her umbrella
the wind blew the rain against her face. Also, her shoes were sodden and she
hated getting her feet wet. The other kids also hurried, not dawdling to chat
with each other and swap stories about the teachers as they usually did.
It was really a rather unpleasant day, and
Jillie was looking forward to going home and getting warm and dry.
The orc boy wasn’t going anywhere, though.
He was standing next to the bus stop at the corner, not actually under the
shelter of the rain awning, but as close to it as he could press himself. The
rain had turned his white shirt translucent, and his heavy muscles bulged grey-green
through the fabric.
Despite her discomfort and desire to be
home, Jillie paused a moment to look at the orc boy. She’d never actually been
so close to one of them before, because they weren’t allowed in the part of
town Jillie’s parents lived. In fact, there hadn’t been any of them anywhere at
all until the last two years when the war over the horizon had sent them
streaming over the border, looking for refuge.
The orc boy was only a little taller than
Jillie, but was at least twice as broad already, and his arms hung almost all
the way down to his knees. He saw Jillie looking and tentatively raised a hand
to wave. The hand looked like a block of greenish stone with fingers each as
thick as one of Jillie’s wrists.
“Hi,” Jillie said, embarrassed at having
been caught looking. Her cheeks and lips were so cold she could hardly feel
them. “Aren’t you freezing?”
The orc boy didn’t seem to register the
question. “Miss Goblin,” he rumbled, his voice like thunder on the horizon.
“Will you buy?”
“Buy?” Then Jillie noticed that there was a
little black sack at the orc boy’s feet, its mouth tied with leather strings.
“Are you selling something?”
“Yes, buy?” The orc boy crouched down and
turned his back to the rain to protect his sack as he untied the leather
thongs. As Jillie watched, he brought out something green and black and held it
out to her. “Look, Miss Goblin. You buy?”
Jillie took the object from him. It was a
doll, exquisitely well-made, carved out of some hard wood and painted; an
orc-girl doll with her hair hanging loose around her shoulders and her arms
crossed over her chest. Even the expression on her face, the truculent
defiance, was perfectly reproduced. “That’s beautiful,” she said. “Where did
you get it?”
“I make,” the orc boy said. “You like, Miss
Goblin? Want to see others? Maybe you buy?”
“I...” Before Jillie could tell the orc boy
she didn’t have any money, he’d already turned back to his sack and was rooting
through it. “It’s very nice,” she said, “but...”
“Get out of here, scum,” someone barked,
“before I call the police.”
Jillie turned quickly. It was a tall elf in
a khaki raincoat. He stalked past her towards the bus stop shelter and stood
over the orc boy. “You filth aren’t supposed to be here outside the camp.”
The orc boy had already tied his sack at
the first words, and, without looking back, he slipped off into the rain with
such speed that he seemed to disappear in the blink of an eye. The elf turned
to glare at Jillie.
“If I were you, I wouldn’t be seen anywhere
close to these vermin,” he snapped. “Your parents should know better than to
let you talk to them.”
“He wasn’t doing anything,” Jillie
protested.
“Don’t you talk back to me,” the elf
snarled. He took a step towards Jillie. “You goblins think you’re our equals,
though you’re just one step above filth like that.”
He looked like he’d say more, but Jillie
didn’t wait to find out. Her cheeks, which had only just been freezing, were
burning hot with shame and anger. Turning, she ran through the rain towards
home, slipping on the wet pavement, hardly aware that she had dropped the
umbrella and was even more thoroughly soaked than before.
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“Jillie,” her mother said, “where did you get that?”
Jillie looked up from her homework. “What?”
she began, and then she noticed where her mother was pointing.
“An orc was selling them on the street,”
she said. There was no point telling her mother that she’d not paid for the
thing.
“An orc?”
Jillie’s mum frowned. “I told you before not to talk to them.”
“He was only a boy,” Jillie said
defensively. “He was soaking wet in the rain and selling them.”
“That makes no difference.” Jillie’s mum
picked up the doll and put it back again. “It’s well made,” she admitted
grudgingly. “They’re good with their hands, I’ll give them that.”
“Why doesn’t it make a difference?” Jillie
asked.
“You know very well the orcs aren’t allowed
to do any business or anything. They’re refugees.” Jillie’s mum glanced over
her shoulder quickly, instinctively, as though there might be some eavesdropper
right there in Jillie’s room. “Besides, I’ve told you many times that we
goblins have to be careful.”
“Why?” Jillie repeated mutinously. “This is
our city as much as it’s anyone else’s.”
“Tell that to the elves,” Jillie’s mum
said. “We’re only barely tolerated, and the last thing we need to do is draw
attention to ourselves.” She ran her hand quickly through Jillie’s hair,
something the younger goblin had once loved but now disliked intensely. “Look,
I know you don’t like it, but we do have to live in the real world, don’t we?”
Jillie made a noise which could mean either
yes or no. Her mother, of course, took it to mean yes.
“There you are,” she said with a broad
smile. “So just stay away from them from now on, all right? Would you like some
hot chocolate?”
“Yes,” Jillie said, and her mother went off
to the kitchen imagining that she’d agreed to both questions.
If she’d known her daughter even a little
better, she’d have known that she was wrong.
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The next
day, straight from school, Jillie went looking for the orc boy. She had his
doll wrapped in a clean handkerchief, and squeezed into her bag, and intended
to return it if she could find him.
Yesterday’s clouds had rained themselves
out, and the city was a fresh-rinsed spread of grey under the washed-out,
watery blue of the sky. Normally, Jillie would have spent a little while
hanging around with her friend Kulla, but today she began hurrying away as soon
as class was over.
“Jille!” Kulla called. “Wait, I want to
talk to you about...”
“Can’t today, Kull,” Jillie said. “I’ve got
things to do.”
“Well, if your things are more important
than me,” Kulla began, “I’m sure there are others who’d like to listen. I mean,
what do I want with you, anyway?”
Kulla was an elf, and very smart and beautiful, and Jillie had had quite a
crush on her once. “Don’t you think you can come crawling back after you’ve
finished with your things and I’ll be waiting, you get me?” But Jillie was
already halfway out of earshot.
Jillie didn’t think she’d find the orc boy
outside the bus stop, not after the elf yesterday, and he wasn’t. But she’d
seen the way he’d gone, and she knew that the camp was somewhere along that
direction, though she wasn’t quite sure where. She also knew enough not to ask
anyone the way to the camp, or even whether they’d seen an orc boy, so she had
no real choice but to keep wandering the streets with her eyes open. After some
time her feet began to hurt, and she became aware that she was very tired. Then
she saw a small park not far away, with trees and grass and a little rock-lined
pond with flowers growing around it.
Gratefully, she sank down on to one of the
benches, putting the bag down beside her. Something – probably a fish, possibly
a water pixie – stuck its head out of the surface of the pond for a moment
before sinking back under again. She got up and walked to the water’s edge to
see if it came up again. There was a dark shadow, wriggling past under the
surface. She leaned over to take a closer look, her foot turned on a stone, and
with a gasp she began falling forward –
A huge hand grabbed her by the shoulder and
pulled her back to safety. “Careful, Miss Goblin,” a half-familiar voice
rumbled. “You almost fall in.”
For a moment she couldn’t speak, just stand
there looking at the orc boy. He was dressed exactly like the previous
afternoon, though there was mud smeared on his shirt and a rip across one knee
of his dark brown trousers. He let go of her shoulder and stepped back,
suddenly looking – as far as she could make out – confused and uncertain.
“I sorry,” he said. “Maybe I should not
touch.”
“No, no,” she managed. “Thanks. Really,
thank you very much. I wouldn’t have wanted to fall in.” Then she realised that
he must have been in the park, probably back among the trees. “What were you
doing here?”
“People chase me,” he said simply. “I sell
dolls, but they angry because I sell dolls. So I come here hide. When they go,
I think, I try to sell dolls again. Then I see you come, stand next to pond. I
think maybe you not too scared if I say hello.” He shrugged his huge shoulders.
“You talk to me yesterday.”
Jillie walked slowly back to the bench.
“They...chased you?”
“Not first time,” the orc boy said. “We
grow used to being chased.” He gestured with one of his gigantic hands. “Chased
from our country to here, chased here. Maybe chased somewhere else.”
Jillie opened her bag and took out the
doll. “I’m really sorry,” she said. “I shouldn’t have taken it back with me.
But you went away so quickly yesterday that I couldn’t give it back to you.”
“You like it?” the orc boy said, looking at
the doll. “You keep her well, she looking good.”
“Yes, I like the doll very much. But,
really,” Jillie admitted, “I can’t buy it. I don’t have any money.”
“You keep,” the orc boy said unexpectedly. “Gift
for you, Miss Goblin.”
“But I can’t just take it,” Jillie
protested, but the orc boy had already pushed the doll back into her bag. “Well,
thank you again. Thank you very much.” She sat down and put the bag on the
ground to make space on the bench. “Won’t you sit?”
Awkwardly, looking quickly left and right
to check if anyone was watching, as though he was about to commit a crime, the
orc boy sat down. He hunched forwards to fit, and his hands dangled almost to
the ground.
“You very kind, Miss Goblin,” he rumbled.
“Nobody want to talk to an orc.”
“Kind? Rubbish,” Jillie said robustly.
“It’s the least I could do, after all you’ve done for me.” She glanced at the
orc boy. “What’s your name, by the way?”
“Baldar,” the orc boy said. “I Baldar gro
Yagak, Miss Goblin.”
“Don’t call me Miss Goblin, Baldar. It
sounds ridiculous. My name is Jillie.”
The orc boy’s mouth moved, trying out the
sounds of the name. He wasn’t yet old enough for his lower jaw to begin jutting
forward, and his tusks were still small enough to only show when he talked. His
neck and shoulders, though, were already thick with muscle. “Baldar,” she said.
“Yes, Miss Gob...Jillie?”
“You’re strong enough to fight back if you
wanted. Why did you run from the people chasing you?”
Baldar glanced at her quickly from the
corner of one eye and away again. “We only just allowed here, Jillie,” he said.
“If fight, how long you think till we forced to run again?”
“But you’re...” Jillie tried to organise
her thoughts. “Is it very bad in the camp?” she asked at last.
Baldar’s almost lipless mouth twitched in a
smile that would have been terrifying under other circumstances. “Why you think
I risk coming to sell dolls?” he asked. “If things good in camp, why I come out
at all?”
“You know what they say in the papers, I
suppose,” Jillie replied. “You orcs are a cancer on society, that’s what my
father’s paper said. You should be sent away back where you came from.”
The orc boy’s huge head nodded slowly. “I
know what you talk about – they say war nothing to do with why we come. Am
right?”
“Yes. Of course I don’t believe that
but...”
“You wait one little time, Jillie.” Baldar got
off the bench and shuffled away towards the trees. In a few moments he
returned, carrying his sack. It, too, was mud smeared. “I show you something.”
Jillie wasn’t sure what to expect when he
opened the sack, but what he took out made her take a shuddering breath in
wonder. It was a large carving, big enough to cover both of the orc boy’s
enormous palms. It showed a green valley, through which a ribbon of
crystal-blue water ran, with lush meadows on both sides. A cottage, half-merged
into the slope of the hill on one side, seemed so much part of the landscape
that it seemed to have grown out of the earth. Beside it, a family of orcs sat,
looking across to the other side. There were four of them, mother, father, and
a boy and girl orc.
It was wonderfully made, peaceful and so
beautiful that Jillie’s throat ached to be there.
“This what home was,” Baldar said. “You
think we want to leave this?”
Jillie’s eyes burned suddenly with tears.
“I’m so sorry,” she said, appalled at the thought that she might start bawling.
“Whatever you went through, I’m so sorry.”
“No need be sorry, not your fault.” Baldar
peered down at her. “You good goblin, Jillie. Who else spend time with me?”
“Look, I’ve got to go,” Jillie said. “My
mum’s probably already throwing a fit because I’m not back yet.” She hesitated.
“Can we meet here sometime again?”
“You want meet again?” Baldar sounded
surprised, and then smiled again, a smile much broader than the one that had
gone before. “When, you say, and I be here.”
“Tomorrow? After school I’ll come here.”
The orc boy nodded. “Tomorrow, I wait,
then.”
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The next
day went badly in school. Kulla didn’t want to talk to Jillie, the maths class
went all to hell, and by the time she reached the park she was hardly surprised
to see the orc boy wasn’t there. After all, if he had been present, something
would have gone right, and that wasn’t in the cards for today.
Still, she was here, and it was a sunny
afternoon, and she might as well try and do some of the homework she’d been
given, including all the maths problems she hadn’t been able to solve in class
and had no idea how to begin.
She was still agonising over the first one
when a shadow fell over the paper.
“You busy, Jillie?” Baldar asked.
Jillie looked up, still frowning, her mind
on the geometry problem. “I can’t figure out how to do this. School gets on my
nerves sometimes.”
“I sorry late. Got some selling, people buy
carvings today, so late.” The orc boy sat down beside her. “You mind I look?”
“Go ahead, but it’s a geometry problem. All
lines and angles and I don’t even know where to begin or how to...”
“Is not hard, I show you.” The orc boy took
Jillie’s pencil out of her hand, and it flew over the paper. “This isosceles
triangle, so these two angles also be equal. So line bisecting this here...”
Jillie looked at him open-mouthed. “You
understand this stuff?”
The orc boy glanced at her absently. “Of
course. Geometry not hard, just...oh, you think we not go to school? Of course
back home we have school. I loved school.”
Humming to himself, he bent over Jillie’s
maths homework again.
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“Not come tomorrow,” Baldar said the next day, after going through
Jillie’s science homework and correcting a diagram about refraction, in which
Jillie had mixed up the red and violet. “My father say, not safe to come out.
Big demon...” he struggled with the word. “Demonstration. Big demonstration
against us they say, outside camp. So not safe be out tomorrow.”
“I’ve seen some people with flags,” Jillie
said. “You know...” she hesitated, and then said it anyway. “My mother said my
father will be marching as well with them. Not because he hates you or wants
you gone,” she added hastily. “She says he’s got to do it otherwise he’s going
to be under suspicion of harbouring pro-orc sympathies, and he can’t afford
that in his work. Of course,” she added unhappily, “my mother also gave me
strict orders not to associate with you. She’d have a heart attack if she knew
I come to see you every day.”
“Perhaps then,” Baldar rumbled, “better not
come? Not want trouble for you with parents.”
“It doesn’t matter,” Jillie shrugged. “I’ll
be getting into trouble over something or other anyway. I’m always in trouble.
Besides, I like being with you.”
Baldar was silent a minute, as though
thinking something over. “You come with? To camp?”
“You mean now?”
“Yes,” Baldar said, rising from the bench. “Maybe
we not...able to see each other much longer, here. So you come, I show you
camp.”
They walked up the street, keeping to the
side, as unobtrusively as a big orc boy and a goblin girl could make themselves
in a city filled with elves. “How do you get in and out?” Jillie asked. “Isn’t
the camp guarded?”
“Yes, but there hidden entrances. Also,
guards at gate bribed – sometimes they come for money to camp, say else they
will stop going out.” He tapped his sack. “Twice, I pay all money from doll
sales to allow to use entrance.”
“They know about your hidden entrances?”
“Of course they know.” Baldar pointed.
“There be camp now.”
Startled, Jillie looked up through the
branches of a tree. The high grey wall she saw was like a slice of sky; and on
top, curling and twisting on metal supports, were rolls of spiky barbed wire.
“It looks like a prison,” she said involuntarily.
Baldar grunted. “What else you think it is?”
They walked along the wall to a stretch of
grassy land littered with sheets of iron and large pieces of drainpipe. “Main
gate on other side,” Baldar said, heaving up a large sheet of iron with little
effort. Underneath was an enormous drainpipe that was partly buried in the
earth. “We go through there,” he said.
Jillie hesitated only a moment before
getting on her hands and knees to crawl through the pipe. The bottom was clean
and dry, and someone had put down sacks to make the going easier. The pipe bent
in two places, and then ended in a circle of light.
“You go through,” Baldar said from behind
her. “I close entrance and come.”
Wondering what she’d find, filled with
mingled excitement and apprehension, Jillie crawled through into the camp.
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“This my sister,” Baldar said. “She called Shelur gra Urzul.”
Jillie had already recognised the girl,
though she’d never seen her before. It was the girl from the doll Baldar had
gifted her, which was right now sitting safely on a shelf behind books back at
home. The face, even the expression, had been reproduced perfectly.
“Who’s this?” she asked. She spoke the
language much better than Baldar, with no accent. “Why have you brought her
here?”
“She my friend,” Baldar said. He looked
around the little room, which was hardly bigger than a large wooden box, with
scraps of blankets nailed over the cracks. “Where is mother?”
“She’s gone out,” Shelur said, still eyeing
Jillie with hostility. “She said if we’re going to be forced to hide in the
camp tomorrow, we’d better get in all the food we can, just in case. Father
went out too. They told me to wait here in case you came back early.”
“I carve out back,” Baldar said. “You want
to see?”
“What does she care?” Shelur snapped. “To
her we’re just like animals in the zoo. Worse. We’re like rats in the cellar.”
There was a bed on one side, little more
than a large slab of wood resting on boxes. Baldar dropped the sack on it and
sat down. He eyes Shelur unhappily. “Why you rude to my friend?” he asked.
“You call her your friend?” The orc girl
glared at Jillie. “They treat us like criminals, they call us names, they
threaten us when they see us outside, as though we want to be here. Just
yesterday, some elves saw me and...” She broke off suddenly. “It doesn’t
matter, you know it all anyway.”
Jillie felt intensely uncomfortable. “I’d
better go,” she said.
“No.” Baldar shook his huge head. “You my
friend, you my guest. You sit. I see if there something to eat.” He vanished
through the narrow inside doorway.
“I really don’t want to harm any of you,
you know,” Jillie said to the girl. “I wouldn’t have come here if I did.”
Shelur looked at her, and then down at the
floor. “I’m sorry,” she said finally. “You can’t imagine what it’s like to be
here.”
“I’ve...” Jillie began, and then nodded.
“You’re right,” she said, remembering the carving of the cottage on the slope,
and looking around her at the house made of boxes. “I’ve no idea at all.”
Baldar returned with steaming bowls on a
tray. “Let’s eat.”
“They say we eat each other, right?” Shelur
asked, waiting until Jillie had tasted the first spoonful. It was a thick,
though rather bland, stew. “Isn’t that what they say in the town?”
“I haven’t heard that,” Jillie confessed.
“Depend on it,” Shelur said morosely. “If
they haven’t said it yet, they will.”
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“I heard you have an orc boyfriend,” Sharag said. “Is that so?”
“Orc boyfriend?” Jillie blinked up at the
elf. It was lunch hour at school and she was sitting by the playground, having
just finished eating. “What are you talking about?”
“Come on. Arraf saw you in the park with
him herself. Sitting side by side with him on the bench, all romantic, she
said.” She laughed, a short ugly bark. “Orcs appeal to you, do they? Too good
for your own kind, are you?”
“Orcs and goblins, they’re cousins after
all.” Arraf came up on Jillie’s other side. “What’s a little incest among them
anyway?”
“Don’t you have anything better to do?”
Jillie asked. Her mouth had gone dry. “I’m not harming you, so just leave me
alone.”
“Not harming you,” Arraf repeated in an
exaggerated accent. “Now you’re sitting in the park kissing and holding hands. And
then you marry him so that he can stay back, and next thing you two’ll have a
litter of orclets running around and taking our country over. Don’t imagine we
don’t know your little game.”
“He’s not my boyfriend,” Jillie said. “And
what I want or don’t want is none of your business in any case.”
“He’s not supposed to be outside the camp
anyway, you know the rules.” Sharag pointed at Jillie’s face with a long, very
white finger, the nail at the end of which looked as though it had been filed
sharp. “So if you’re sitting around with him...doing whatever it is you’re
doing...that’s a crime, isn’t it? Perhaps we should report it to the school
authorities, let’s see what they say.”
“Shut up and leave her alone.” None of them
had noticed Kulla come up behind them. “Don’t think I don’t know what you two
get up to in your spare time. You’re
in no position to talk or complain to anybody.” She waited until the two other
elves, muttering angrily, had stalked away, and slid on to the seat next to
Jillie. “Is that so? You’ve an orc friend?”
“Yes, but...” Jillie stole a glance at
Kulla, but saw only interest. “He’s only a friend, not my boyfriend like they
were saying.”
“Never mind what those two little snits
were saying. Tell me about him.”
So Jillie did. Kulla, head tilted to one
side, listened attentively until it was over. Then she whistled softly.
“Well,” she said, “you’ve gone and got into
hot water this time, haven’t you?”
“What do you mean?”
“Just that, my little goblin, things are
going to get very bad for the orcs
now. You know my dad’s in the government?”
“Yes, and so?”
“He was talking to my mum this morning
while we were having breakfast. He said that the government’s worried about all
public, um, dis-en-chant-ment, and that they’re going to, he said, deflect it
by taking action against the orcs.”
“What kind of action?” Jillie asked. “What
did he mean?”
“Can’t say for myself, but you can guess, can’t
you?” Kulla made a face. “You’ve seen the papers, you know there’s this
demonstration today. Everyone wants the orcs out, and that’s what the
government will do, I bet. Send them back where they came from.”
“But they’ve come here escaping the war, there,
and the war’s still on!”
“My dad says that doesn’t matter. They want
scapegoats.” She laughed without
humour. “To them the orcs are just a pawn. So, you see, your friend and his
sister are going to be sent back, whether they like it or not, and you’d better
get used to the idea.”
Jillie felt a cold hand take hold of her
heart, and squeeze. “They can’t do that, Kull. They just can’t.”
“Of course they can,” Kulla said. “Are you
going to stop them?”
Jille stood up so suddenly she momentarily
got dizzy. When her vision cleared she was standing with her fists clenched so
tight that she felt her nails cut into her palms. “Why not?” she said. The idea
that had exploded in her mind chased its own tail round in a whirl of sparkling
light. “Why not?”
“Are you all right?” Kulla asked, her face
full of concern. “Jillie?”
“I said, why not?” Jille repeated. “If it’s
at all possible to stop them, why shouldn’t I try? And even if it isn’t, why
shouldn’t I try anyway?”
“You’re only one little goblin girl,” Kulla
said. “That’s why you shouldn’t. And that’s why,” she added, putting her hand
on Jillie’s shoulder, “whatever you’re going to do, I’m going to help you.”
Jillie turned slowly. “Why? Why would you help?”
Kulla smiled and gestured with both hands.
“As you just said, why not? What else is there?”
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“Day after tomorrow,” Baldar said. “They start deportation then.”
“I heard.” Jillie swallowed. “Have you got
it all done?”
“Yes. Shelur and her friends help. I don’t
think will do good though.”
“We can only hope.” Jillie looked past the
orc boy at the park. There were some elf children by the pond, so Baldar and
she were sitting in the undergrowth beneath the trees, where they couldn’t be
seen. “Kulla has been busy and so have I, arranging things. We’ll go out
tonight and put up posters.”
“Your parents know?”
“Of course. I had to tell them.” Jillie
shook her head. “I thought they would be furious, and I was ready to tell them
I’d do it anyway. But they weren’t. Mum even had tears in her eyes. They even
contributed money for the hall rental.”
“They not able to contribute all.”
“Of course not. But we scraped together
enough. Kull’s quite a fundraiser when she puts her mind to it.” Jillie had
spent all her money, too, all that she’d saved from the allowance she was
occasionally given, but there was no point talking about it now. “The kids at
school pitched in, too, when we got to work on them. You know what, even those
two, Sharag and Arraf, helped. They weren’t very enthusiastic, but they
helped.”
Baldar hesitated. “You say it important to
change people minds about us,” he said. “Even if can change, then what?
Deportation stopped?”
“Kulla’s dad said that the government just
wants to throw you out to show the people that they’re doing something. If the people don’t hate the
orcs anymore, the government must understand that throwing you out won’t help.
Nobody will be fobbed off by it so they might as well not do it.” She sighed.
“Well, we’ll see tomorrow.”
“Why your friend help? She elf.”
“It’s like a game to her, I suppose. It makes
her feel good. Besides, it makes her special.” Jillie shook her head. “She’s
not doing it for me, if that’s what you’re imagining. But when she does
something, she does it whole-heartedly, always has. That’s why I accepted her
help at all. That, and,” she added honestly, “the fact that I really couldn’t
have done a damn thing without her.”
“We go back to camp now,” Baldar said,
heaving himself to his feet.
“Yes,” Jillie said. “And if we can get this
won, maybe we can try to make the camp better too.”
Balder laughed. “Oh, Miss Goblin, hope so
much, why don’t hope for war over and we go home properly?”
Jillie opened her mouth, and then stopped,
appalled at what she’d been about to say. “Because then I wouldn’t have you
anymore.” The words had been trembling on her lips without her even thinking
about them.
“Because I can’t do magic,” she said,
blushing and hoping Baldar wouldn’t notice. “Let’s get to camp and have a look.”
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“My name is Shelur, and I’m an orc.”
She stood on the row of boxes covered by a
cloth which served as a stage, facing the audience. There were a lot of them,
more than Jillie had expected. Most were elves, but there was a scattering of
goblins, including her own parents, and even a couple of the shy pixies who
almost never came out among crowds.
“We’re not vermin,” Shelur said clearly. She
looked around the audience, looking each person in the face. “We’re people just
like you. Another people, yes, but people all the same.”
Nobody said anything, but Jillie, watching
from the side, was relieved that there was, so far at least, no heckling. And
the audience at least seemed filled with normal people. She didn’t see any of
the sort who’d filled the crowds of foot stamping flag-wavers, screaming for
orc blood.
“I may be an orc,” Shelur said, “and,
believe me, I’m in no way ashamed of being one – but I’m also not different in
any way from your sisters and daughters. I’m a girl, too, and I read books and
love listening to music and doing all the same things as them.” She paused and
looked around the audience again. “Whatever I look like to your eyes, inside I’m
just the same.”
“She’s
good,” Kulla murmured into Jillie’s ear. “It was a bit of genius on your part
to think of her giving a speech to start things off.”
Jillie ducked her head modestly. “They
think orcs are dumb animals,” she whispered back. “Most of them have never even
talked to one. Let them hear for themselves that they are not only not dumb,
they can talk, and think, and feel, as well as anyone else.”
“Pretty good crowd, too.” Kulla looked
around. “We should have charged admission.”
“And then not one person would have come,”
Jillie told her. “We’ve talked about this before.”
“I’m just joking.” Kulla gestured with her
fingers. “The display’s ready. Come and have a look.”
Jillie followed her behind the curtain that
had been hung behind Shelur. Baldar and some of the other orcs had been busy
all morning, with the less useful assistance of those of the elves and goblins
whom Kulla had bullied into volunteering. The long room was lined with tables
down both sides, and on the tables, arranged in carefully selected order, were
the sculptures.
Although Jillie had seen them herself, yesterday
at the camp, she couldn’t suppress a gasp of awe. The first carvings were of
the sort she’d seen already; hills and valleys, and little orc cottages, a
small town of high, intricately carved buildings with sloping roofs, and, among
them, orcs, going about their daily business – orc farmers, ploughing and
planting; orc pedestrians on the narrow, sloping streets, passing by shops;
there was even a school with a playground on which orc boys and girls were
running about playing.
Beyond them were the carved orcs
themselves, of the sort Baldar had shown her at the beginning, like the
Shelur-doll he’d given her. Orc boys and girls, fathers and mothers, orc
teachers and priests of the High Religion, with greying skin and wispy,
straggling beards. They sat and talked and laughed and ate together, and there
was a peace about them it was impossible to miss, even though they were merely
painted wood.
And then the carvings changed. The orcs
were the same – in fact they were the same individual orcs, their faces and
clothes clearly recognisable – but they were no longer going about their lives
peacefully. Some of them were looking up at the sky, or off to one side, with
terror in their faces. Others cowered, their arms held defensively over their
heads, as though trying futilely to ward off a blow. And then, beyond them...
Even yesterday, at the camp, Jillie had had
a hard time looking at the next set of carvings – the screaming mouths, the
terror-wide eyes, the blood running from the mouths. And the others – the half-buried
corpses of orc children, the orc mother with a baby still trying to suckle from
a breast ripped half apart; what must Baldar and the others have seen, to have
been able to carve something like this? What had they had to endure?
That question was answered by the last set
of carvings, spread out on tables set against the far wall. They showed the
same valleys as before, the same cottages and the same little town. But now the
grass on the slopes was burnt to ash, and the trees glowing, leafless cinders,
and the cottages were charred broken shells. The town was a sea of ruins, and
the playground on which the children were running about just on the other side
of the room was a sea of upturned earth and broken metal.
There were two orcs standing to one side,
quietly talking. One of them was Baldar. Jillie had met the other one a few
times over the last week, ever since they’d decided on what to do, but for the
moment couldn’t remember his name. Baldar saw her and came over “How does it
look?” he asked anxiously.
“It looks great,” she assured him. “You
worked extremely hard, all of you.”
“When something as important as this...”
His pointed ears twitched. “Shelur I think about to finish.”
“It’ll be all right,” Kulla reassured him. “They
can’t possibly ignore this.”
But will it really? Jillie thought. She
left Kulla talking to the orc boy and moved back towards the curtain. We can
try our best, and plan, and hope, but how can we ever know? And even if they
don’t ignore this, so what? Will the government listen? Will anyone really
listen?
Standing near the curtain, she listened to
Shelur.
“If I could,” she was saying, “I’d never have
wanted to leave my home; none of us would. Our homeland is in our blood, and it
sings to us with every beat of our hearts. But we can’t go home, because of the
same reason as we left in the first place. And now, you’re going to see exactly
what we’ve been through, what’s happened to those who were ours.
“Life in the camp isn’t easy. It is, in
fact, terribly hard, and we have to scrounge and scrimp simply in order to stay
alive. We wouldn’t want to remain in the camp a single moment if we could
return to what we had before, and lost for no fault of our own. We aren’t any
threat to you, we’re just people like you; and we’d like you to imagine, as you
walk among what lies on the other side of that curtain, how you would have felt
if it had been you in our place.
“Ladies and gentlemen, this exhibition is
now open.”
Well, here goes, Jillie thought. Whatever’s
going to happen, now we’ll know.
Trying to still the sudden trembling in her
hands, she grasped the dangling cords and slowly began to draw the curtain
open.
Copyright B Purkayastha 2016